Friday, June 20, 2008

Hello, Little One

I met my doctor yesterday...he's pretty freakin awesome! I'm happy they just randomly put me with someone because I would NOT have chosen this guy but I REALLY like him! He got out this portable sonogram thingy and LET ME SEE MY BABY!! Ok, so it was just a gray blob in a black blob in a gray blob...but it was AMAZING. Until I saw that I still wasn't completely sure....now there's no disputing it!

I will *NEVER* forget what he said. He gave me one of the pictures and I asked where the baby was (sheesh...it was all a bunch of blobs to me!) and he pointed to the tiny gray spot. I was all "wow...it's a baby" and he said "it's YOUR baby". That totally floored me. I mean...I KNEW and all, but it's never been put to me quite that way...especially while I was looking at a picture of it! It was just....wow!

I'm gonna be a mommy.

Friday, June 13, 2008

First

Today, I found out I'm expecting my first child.

I'm terrified.

I'm excited.


I SO need to eat better!